So it finally dawned on me that this deployment is really going to happen. I knew it was coming and pushed it to the back of my mind, but it got out of there last night while packing Jeremy's bags. He had bags and clothes and everything else spread throughout the kitchen, dining room, and living room. I know Shiana and Blackie, the cat, can tell that something is going on, they just are not sure what yet. Shiana knows daddy is going to a new country called Afghanistan to work and will be gone, in her terms, a really long time. At this very moment though I am not nervous about the initial deployment, I am nervous about the traveling, lol, and once we get there I know that it will set in with deployment. Me and the kids will be fine, we have both of our families that will help us with anything that we might need. So like the title says, as time goes on, we are getting one day closer to him leaving and us being around our family, but once he leaves we will be working on getting one day closer to having him home again. Then that will start another journey of getting ready to get out and move back home.
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