Nervous

Tomorrow I have my first hematologist/oncologist appointment. I am nervous as all get out. I know I have two clotting disorders, but I don't know the extent of them or treatment is. But I am also nervous that Keylan is going to daycare, even if it is just for a few hours. He has been with me or close friends or my mom in his life, but complete strangers he has never been with. I am also nervous because I know how some people are with non-circumcised little boys; really wishing I had went ahead and ordered those stickers that I wanted. They said "Intact DON'T Retract", so I guess that I am going to be writing it on his diapers tonight. I am not worried at all about Shiana because it is the same place that she went to before. But, she will also be starting school full time next week. It will honestly be nice to be able to clean the apartment and do homework; and once it gets closer to the time that we move I will be able to pack without, hopefully, any problems. Send me some prayers; prayers that I don't stress out to much over Keylan and that I get good news at my appointment tomorrow.